iT HurTS...

Yes it does.. Stil does. Its such a piss off la!! But ta a more im hurt, the more im givin up.. I dun wana fcukin care bout her ANYMORE but it stil haunts me... Im sure it does nt make her feel any worse. Juz can feel it. I know she has moved on.. N ppl around me r tellin me to too.. Its NOT EASY OK!! Its easier sed ten done!! Its easy for u ppl to say tat, its easy for her too but nt for me ok!! I hate wen tis happens to me!! Arrgggh!! Til i started dreamin of her!! ISH!! Not once but many times!! Im sick of tis la... Cant tahan dy. Ta feeling of knowing tat sum1 doesnt care bout wt she has done or how she has hurt u really hurts badly.. As if she NEVER cared!! Tats bcoZ she's nt alone now.. Remember my words darlin, ta day wil cum.. Tats all i have to say. As i alwiz quote "Wat goes around cums around". Damn u let go of a 4yr bond we had juz coz of 'her'? N no sorries too?? I freakin hate u guys man!! U call urself a pet sis?? Til sum otr 'third party' has to call n apologise to me?? Wen she is damn cause of all tis?? IM HURT N WIL ALWIZ BE OK..

CrY....

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...

(Dedicated to "you")

A WeeK HaS PaSSeD bY...

Yes it has. N here i am blogging again. I actually feel much better wen o blog. Coz i can express my feelings better here rather ten keepin it to myself like i alwiz do.. FLy has gone out for a wedding reception held at the Palace of the Golden Horses... Wow i know. But sadly im not invited. Strictly oni for Mr & Mrs only. Uncle had invitation so he's gone too. Im bored... My genting plans which i had was screwed up. But then came another plan by my best buddies but sadly AGAIN i cant join them. Coz i hv too many plans comin up. N its family so i cant avoid them. See?? Hmmm.. Sorry guys. Sum otr time k? I promise.. Have plans on the 22nd, 24th, 26th, 29th n so on... Busy year end.. Another year is comin.. I saw my otr half yest.. Coz it was our 5th mth 2gether!! YaY!! Ther was an edu fair ther.. Ten i remember sayin to sum1 "IM GONNA TK U TO THE NEXT EDU FAIR NO MATTER WAT!!".... (speechless)Nvm, im gona hv 2 cute babies in my arms soon. Cant wait to be an aunt!! OMG i luv them wt evry breath i take!! Hehehe... Bak to coll tmw. :(