My DrEaM CoMe TruE... :-D

I'm soooOOOO HAPPY rite now!! I swear i dreamt of it last nite! Scary la wei. My dreams r finally comin true.. I'm supposed to keep it low but im so excited!! I hope its official!! Will announce it to ta whole world!! I'm juz so excited now!! Never been tis happy!! Im so happy for u chee n bil. CONGRATULATIONS!!

CoNFuSeD...

I was happy in my last blog... N now im not sure whether tat happiness wil last. Im afraid to loose it. I goin thru a though time at the moment.. Its like wanting to move on but afraid to do so.. Wanting to be loved again but afraid to be hurt again. Wanting you but cant say it. Haihz... Im wanting too many things tat i myself cant get. Ive lost love once. N i dun want it to happen again. So im takin safety precautions. Am i doin ta rite thing? Im so confused.. And i miss fran..so much. The Fran i used to know.. Fran my baby girl.. No matter wat she says or how much she denies it, ive lost her.. Juz like how ive lost him.. N now wen i finally tink ive found happiness, im afraid ive lost it. I hv lost faith n confidence in love. Im not sure who or wat to believe. But u cant blame me for bein tat way. Ive lost my love of 8years.. All i know is i dun want to be awaken from tis dream. Tis beautiful dream of u n me... I dun wanna loose you.. But id rather loose u now ten to be hurt later on.. U need to earn my trust. I want u to. Tats all i ask for... Wil u do tat for me?

HiS eYeS HaVe CaPTiVaTeD MiNe...

I've been so lonely lately.. N sad too. But had not much time to acc tink of it. Bcoz was tied up wit lotsa assignments. Stil tat way btw. Ive given up in almost evrytin n everyone.. Haihz... N ive broken sum ppl's heart recently. I noe ive hurt u.. But it was not intended k? Ive nv promised u anytin coz i hv notin to offer.. Hope u understand. N i hope tat we're cool. R we? Hope so.. I juz wanna start anew. Wit a mew beginning all over again. Tis time diffly bcoz im not gonna get hurt AGAIN!! N ive decided not to let him hurt me again n again. Ive taken a major step in my life recently. Thanks to V**. Im happy to hv him by my side now. Givin me all ta courage n support. Thanks dear. Really appreciate it. If not for him, i mite not hv even done it!! Only he n i noe wat ta hell im talkin about!! Hahaha.. But thanks neway.. For bein there for me.. <3 K gtg for now. Nappy time. Bye ppl!! :-)