I MiSS KiRS!!!!!!!!

Yes i do.. Hmm... Btw, its been a year now. To be exact. I can believe tat time has flown damn fast. Its hard to even remember how did it feel to be wit u.. To love u n be loved by u.. To realise tat its all over.. A year ago. I nv thought i cud move on.. But yea i did. Difficultly. Very. I used to pray hard tat u'll gv me another chance despite ppl tellin me ta it wont be ta same anymore even if it works. But yea i do realise now tat it really wud not have worked. Never will. I was too blind too blind then coz i loved u too much. I was willing to sacrifice anytin to get u back. But now its diff. Coz ta "pieces dun fit ahymore." Watching u leave was ta really hard n painful but holdin on to sumtin tat never was there was more harder. I cant believe tat i acc waited.. For nothin. Only to realise tat uve found another... But tis time, i didnt cry for u.. Not tis time. Coz its over. Ur not worth a tear baby. U mite be the best friend, cousin, bro, son, o watever... But not a lover. U was but never wil again. A good lover wil never leave without a reason.. Tats exactly wat u did so u hv failed miserably in love. U've failed it ta day u sed goodbye to me.. So 'HAPPY BREAKIN UP ANNIVERSARY BABY'!! I'm sure u wud not even hv remembered but i did. N alwiz wil do. Ta scar never wil heal.. But yea im movin on.. Coz wat goes around comes around. Ppl out there knows i dun deserve tis so yea. Be it. U'll feel ta pain sum day.

HurT No MoRe... :-)

I've been dreamin bout him very frequently these days.. I dunno wat its supposed to mean. Wen im finally tryin to move on y do i need to be reminded of him? Wat does all these dreams mean? Can sum1 tell me? He is totally diff in those dreams.. Mayb tats y i can only dream. Coz its impossible to happen in real life. N ta best part is i cant express how i acc feel to anyone!! I wish 'u' wud listen but u dun wanna talk bout our pasts. I wanted to start anew but wit truths not lies.. But im bein forced to be like tis.. Wat to do.. Hv to give in again.. At times i feel as if im gonna be hurt again.. As if im goin thru ta same pain again.. Btw, finally found out y he left me... I tink. Ive alwiz told him tat if we were to break up, it wil either be bcoz he loves me no more or he has 'another'.. I alwiz preferred ta 1st one as an assumption nv knowin tat it was ta 2nd one acc. Yea.. He has another.. I was wonderin y was i treated tat way.. Wat dint i gv him to be treated tis way? I wonder.. Tis confusion shall be buried n ill move on.. Like i am anyway.. Haha.. Im happy.. I tink.. For now at least.