OnLY TiMe WiL DeCiDe...

Hmmm... Rite. I feel so uneasy tho ive been keepin myself busy to not hv these thoughts in my mind. But tiz is wat happens if u love tat person so much. Ur mind cant tk over ur heart.. I do feel a lil lonely. N i also didnt c him tis week... :( Hope ull do well in ur exam hun. Anyway, ive been busy painting my house gate all by myself. Yest n today. U noe la my house gate is kinda big n has all the ornamental shapes. Damn tension to paint it u noe. Havin terrible back ache now. Hands r achin too.. :( Sis took mc today so she came over. I drove AGAIN in the evening. But ta car stopped for ta 1st time!! Coz i used slippers!! Torn one! LoL. Hehe.. Vicky is goin to usa tis sun to cont his studies. Hmmm.. Dunno how shud i feel. Happy for him tho. Coz he has a gf now n he is happy too. :) Its juz tat i feel a lil sad coz he was my 1st like close guy fren hu understood evrytin bout me. But hings changed later on. But im happy tho. Btw, hope 'she' has a great one. O shud i say 'having'. Hehe. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRAN!! Wish u well. U mite hate me o be mad at me but despite evrytin u noe tat i do love you. For the person u was before. Tats wat matters most. Hands pain dy. GTG. Bye. :)

ScReWeD uP...

Yes. Evrytin is so screwed up. A week have passed by but many things hv changed... So soon.. Did i juz make things worse for them? Coz things seems to be outta control. Juz had to c them once n evrytin is so diff now. OMG.... Things hv changed but one thing for sure is, im not gonna hv my baby back wit me. Nor my sis. They hv changed... Since i hv left, im not gonna look back again. U was never the person i once knew.. It was all lies. Love isn't juz a feeling gurl, its a wanting to be wanted by the otr person. Love doesnt cum in juz a few mins time coz u find tat person hot. Ur juz screwin up ur own life. All i can do is gv u a piece of my mind but u'll not listen. Im tellin u tis coz i noe the 'old' u n also the 'new' you.. But the 'new' you does not need me.. All u need is sum 'HOT' chick to get u movin on. Tats the painful truth rite? I love u n im worried for u... Ur messin up ur own life. Im tellin tis not bcoz im jealous but bcoz i care for u.. Ok? I hope u know wat mess ur gettin urself into gurl. Im here juz to advice u. The rest is up to u.. Ur big n wise enuf to make ur on decisions. Tcare. Bye.

So MucH FoR bLoGGiN... :|

HmmMMM. Im speechless. N i hv notin more to say. Yes i made tat decision n i cant pull back ok. U made me make tat decision. Ask urself n ull find the ans. N i left not bcoz i hv another, its bcoz u dun need another anymore. He has notin to do wit tis at all.. k? So dun involve him in tis. Im sure ull get pissed too if i sed u hv ur 'mom' now rite? So plz understand my situation here. I guess things r better tis way. U both can concentrate on ur studies n dun hv to be obligated to sum1 hu's childish. k? Plz move on n study smart coz tats all u'll hv at the end of ta day, EDUCATION. Not a gurlfriend k. N u plz prepare urself for ur SPM. K? Tats juz a piece of advice from me. Its up to u guys whether o not u wanna listen to me... Evrytin happens for a reason not bcoz i wanted it, but coz its juz fated to... If ur wise enuf u'll understand wat i mean.. Bye.