My DiArY....

I know ive not blogged for years!! Haha... Its been a week since holidays started now n i shud be bloggin more often rite? Sorry... Juz didnt feel like it. Lazy lah... Hehe.. Ok too many things to update u with. K we shall start wit hmmm... Wat ah? K ive finally started my drivin class!! It was FUN!! Hehe.. Car stopped a few times tho. Next class is on thurs. I wanted to c kirs so badly n finally saw her yest!! God ive been missin her like hell!! My sis n ive not seen her for weeks!! WTH?? Hehe.. She suddenly asked me to go there wit fran. N dahlah me n fran not in talkin terms. But ta prob had to be settled asap!! So we went there... By bike!! Fran was ridin like org giler!! Haha sorry fran. Ten lepak there awhile. Started talkin bout ta prob n all n it got very heaty. But its solved now. Well to me it is. Another prob im facin rite now.. Can sum1 tell me wat is ta significance to tis?? Ive been seeing ta num 4 too many times!! As in each time i c ta time, its 4.44. O 4.04, 4.14. Wat the hell!! Am i dying o wat? I didnt tk notice of tis at the beginning but its gettin a bit too frequent la. Scare wei. Dunno wat it means. Or tryin to warn me bout sumtin tats gonna happen to me. :-( Hope notin happens coz i wanna live very very long... Get married, hv kids n grandkids... Hehehe.. Ok ok over dy. I know... I hope evrytin goes well for evryone... For kirs, fran, amelia n of course for me!! Dun la argue anymore k? Sick n tired la. Arent you? Face ta prob n solve them. Dun run away from it. K? Evrytin can be talked out in a proper manner. Not by usin harsh words n all. K? Learn to say sorry n to forgive one another.. Life has to go on.. Aite? Peace ppl!! Love ya'll!!

U'vE HaD uR SaY....

WTH??? Y r u keep draggin him into tis? He has notin to do wit tis. Ur ta one hu started it k. If u cant remeber?? Passin unnecessary comments n all. 'US'??? Who's tat us? Look here, dun drag ppl into tis shit we both goin thru k. Dun juz say things n put it as 'us' there. My comments were generally for both of u but is the rep from both of u too? How sweet? Well if u hv so much to say bout hu knowin hu 1st, ten i can also say tat I've known kirs way b4 ive known u... She's my sis for a long time.. N i love her so much. So?? Why keep comin in between us? Huh? U've sed tat no one can come in betweenu n ur pet sis too rite? I respect tat. So now im tellin u tis, DUN PUT IN OTR'S NAMES IN TIS PROB WE R FACIN K!! IF U HV SUMTIN TO SAY, TEN JUZ EFFIN SAY IT!! DUN HV TO INCLUDE KIRS'S O HU EVER'S NAME IN IT JUZ TO ADD SPICE INTO TA STORY!! WELL IF AT ALL ITS A FACT, I CAN SETTLE IT MYSELF. N I DUN NEED U TO TELL ME WAT OTR'S TINK'S BOUT MY DECISIONS K? I HOPE IVE MADE IT CLEAR TO U... KIRSTIE, IF U TINK IVE ALWIZ HURT U N MAKE U SAD, JUZ TELL IT TO ME K? I HOPE WE WONT NEED 'ANOTHER' PERSON TO DO IT FOR US. ITS KINDA PATHETIC U NOE. Btw, sayin sorry thru another party... Isn't immaturity? Cant u juz say it straight to me? N y even say it wen u dun even mean it? Wen ur prepared to ans to evrytin i say? Wen ur alwiz ready for tat? Why? Well, i dun care bout u sed bout immaturity k. Coz god knows hu's matured n hu's not. U sed im alwiz waitn for u guys to say sorry n all rite? Well uve got it wrong. Im not 'WAITIN' but givin it time.. Time heals evry wound. No matter how long it takes. But sad to say ur juz makin things worse... Juz stop addin oil into ta fire k? Please... Ur juz a different person to me now. All u do is piss me off!!! Get me? Tats all u do. Pissin me off, ten sayin sorry wen u acc dun mean it n piss me off again!! I juz dun need tis anymore k?

uR a HeArTBreAker...

Ive finally got tru it all!! Exams over ppl!! But tat does not mean its time for partyin. Got lotsa plans neway.. !st was to go n see 'her' coz ive missed her like hell!! But i guess there's juz no point. Its sad tat wat we've built all these yrs can be ruined in juz seconds.. Notin can be more painful ten tat.. It hurts each time u choose to trust another but not me.. Listen to another but not me.. Well u didnt even want to hear me explain but hv judged me.. N tat makes me feel as if im treated ta same way evry1 else treats me.. U sed ull be wit me n ten u say things at the back of me? Why? Wats wrong wit u ppl?? WTF?? For HEAVEN'S sake la!! Its not bout ta '3rd' party k. But its bout us!! Wats ta point of us bein so close (so called pet sis) n all wen u cant even tell me wat ur feelin!! Why do tis to me? Why? Do u guys know tat ur the 1st two ppl i asked not even my own fly!! N tis is wat i get in return? Why? Im so hurt... I cant even be happy for once.. Why? Juz bcoz of immaturity? Let me tell u guys sumtin k. I know better hu's matured n hu's NOT!! Dun teach me bout MATURITY!! Coz u know it better!! If tis is stil an issue, im sure u wud not want to raise it up k. Or u'll regret evry bit of it. I swear!!! I anit gonna tolerate tis ANYMORE!!!!