A TeaR N TaTs iT...

"U alwiz ask me... Why hv i not shed a tear for u? Tats bcoz im strong unlike u..So i say.. But unfortunately, u made my tears flow down last nite. Coz i realised its goodbye.. Goodbye to those times we've share together.. Coz u sed it all.. N its nv gonna cum back k. Dun regret ur own words my dear.. All i did was my part n im at fault. So be it. Im not gonna interfere in ur life anymore.. I hope u hv lots of fun. Coz tats wat ur best at."

Had a great day yest. But ta day was ruined at the end.. Anyways, where r u kirs? I've been missin u like HELL!! Cant u like go online o call me? Me miss my lil sis la... :-( I need u more now ten EVER!! But its ok. Coz im havin my finals now.. So i'll cum c ya aft tat k? -PROMISE-

TWINS!!!!!!!

OMG!! My sis is preganant wit twins!! I swear im ta happiest person alive!! Almost died of happiness wen she told me ta news yest. Im so happy for both chee n bil!! U guys deserve it!! I'll be ta best aunt i swear!! Cant wait!! She's due on ta 27th of Feb 2008. Wonderin whether it wil be boys o gals or both!! Haha.. Both wil be cool. Then they dun hv to plan for anymore aft tat!! :-P Hehehe kiddin k. Ta babies r 6weeks old. Fran was right!! She's having twins!! Double ta joy!! :-D Its a boring day today.. Here i am at home doin assigments n BLOGGING!! Acc im feelin a lil uneasy. I know wat its about but not sure wat shud i do.. Im not sure whether tis is wat i want & is 'he' ta one... Ive forgotten how is it to be in love. Im afraid of goin thru tis all over again. Ive lost confidence in love.. Can i do it? AGAIN? I myself not sure. Im afraid ill regret later on.. Juz like how im regrettin it badly now.. Kirs thinks ive moved on.. She's right. But tat doesnt mean tat it aint hurts anymore. It does. Ta scar wil alwiz remain. Now she's goin thru ta exact situation as me. But ta only diff is she has ta love at least. I hope she realises tat.. Never tk things for granted. Wat more can u ask for?? Ive lost evrytin n tats it. But tats juz ta way my life is. Now tat im tryin to move on, y is ta past keep lingering in my mind? Y m i afraid to move on bcoz of ta past? I dunnno... Oh god gv me a sign or tell me wat to do.. I cant tk tis anymore.. I want to end all tis as soon as tis sem is over. Wanna clear my mind from everytin.. Til ten we shall juz wait.. Aite?

"They say it takes
moments to find someone special,
weeks to appreciate them,
months to get to know them..
But what they don't know is that
it takes a lifetime to forget them...

My FiRsT eVeR PoEm!!

Haha... I know tis is funny. N weird. But i tried my best k. It is for "whoever" who think its for. I was damn happy a few days ago du to sum reasons which is not to be told therefore tis poem was created!! :-) Check it out.

"NOW TAT I HAVE YOU, I'M AFRAID TO LOOSE YOU.
THE PIECES OF ME INSIDE IS SCREAMING FOR U TO HOLD ME CLOSE AND NEVER TO LET ME GO.
FOR YOU WHO HAS THE KEYS TO MY HEART.
WAITIN TO BE UNLOCKED...

Haha.. Yea i noe its good. :-P K bye ppl!!