HurT No MoRe... :-)

I've been dreamin bout him very frequently these days.. I dunno wat its supposed to mean. Wen im finally tryin to move on y do i need to be reminded of him? Wat does all these dreams mean? Can sum1 tell me? He is totally diff in those dreams.. Mayb tats y i can only dream. Coz its impossible to happen in real life. N ta best part is i cant express how i acc feel to anyone!! I wish 'u' wud listen but u dun wanna talk bout our pasts. I wanted to start anew but wit truths not lies.. But im bein forced to be like tis.. Wat to do.. Hv to give in again.. At times i feel as if im gonna be hurt again.. As if im goin thru ta same pain again.. Btw, finally found out y he left me... I tink. Ive alwiz told him tat if we were to break up, it wil either be bcoz he loves me no more or he has 'another'.. I alwiz preferred ta 1st one as an assumption nv knowin tat it was ta 2nd one acc. Yea.. He has another.. I was wonderin y was i treated tat way.. Wat dint i gv him to be treated tis way? I wonder.. Tis confusion shall be buried n ill move on.. Like i am anyway.. Haha.. Im happy.. I tink.. For now at least.