OnLY TiMe WiL DeCiDe...

Hmmm... Rite. I feel so uneasy tho ive been keepin myself busy to not hv these thoughts in my mind. But tiz is wat happens if u love tat person so much. Ur mind cant tk over ur heart.. I do feel a lil lonely. N i also didnt c him tis week... :( Hope ull do well in ur exam hun. Anyway, ive been busy painting my house gate all by myself. Yest n today. U noe la my house gate is kinda big n has all the ornamental shapes. Damn tension to paint it u noe. Havin terrible back ache now. Hands r achin too.. :( Sis took mc today so she came over. I drove AGAIN in the evening. But ta car stopped for ta 1st time!! Coz i used slippers!! Torn one! LoL. Hehe.. Vicky is goin to usa tis sun to cont his studies. Hmmm.. Dunno how shud i feel. Happy for him tho. Coz he has a gf now n he is happy too. :) Its juz tat i feel a lil sad coz he was my 1st like close guy fren hu understood evrytin bout me. But hings changed later on. But im happy tho. Btw, hope 'she' has a great one. O shud i say 'having'. Hehe. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRAN!! Wish u well. U mite hate me o be mad at me but despite evrytin u noe tat i do love you. For the person u was before. Tats wat matters most. Hands pain dy. GTG. Bye. :)