HaPpY 2008...

K tis is gonna be a long one so i shall start from ta beginnin.. Last nite bein ta eve of ny, we planned to hv bbq GAIN but tis time strictly only fly. So no outsiders. Hehehe... Went shppoin wt dad in ta mor to get all ta stuff needed. Ten bak home n marinated them. Was a tirin day la.. Ten tried to sleep in ta aft but ten a call came from my fren :|Got up n made ta pasta n n prepared ta garlic bread. Vin came rite aft his exams.. K i hv to admit tat ive been a lil too pissed wt him ta pas few days... Even now i am!! But dun blame me coz its his fault. (personal)Guess no one lives happily witout hurtin me kan? So be it. I was too bz to even tink bout it. As usual i let it go. Ten aft tat i mandi n all waitin for him to cum. ChakBil was here dy. They stayed overnite. Went wt dad to fetch vin, he came into ta car, n gave me FLOWERS. I was so touched i dint noe wat to do. For ta FIRST TIME in my life im gettin flowers from sum1!! I was blushin i swear!! He sed it was for all his wrongs to me.. (so sweet) Ten we makaned all 2gether.. Ten came tis weird plan to go to putrajaya to c fireworks!! Only four of us went. But en ther was lotsa jafalafas. Jamed like hell. WE celebrated 12midnite at ta road!! Cool ryte? N dint even get to c anytin coz ta display was blocked by ta prime minister's office bulding :( Ten headed home again. I was kinda happy tat he stayed over. It was real fun i tell u. He went bak 2day. Now its a new year... Another new beginnin. Im 21!!! Wil celeb my bday in 5 mth's time!! YaY!! But ten again, ppl hu were ther for me were not tis time. Was hopin to receive any msg on my hp but ther were none... Only grom frenz. Guess tat proves it all ryte? But time heals all wounds.. Hope tis time it will.. Coz i simply dun wana HATE anyone.. But one ting ive learned, dun ever tink wat uve done for tat 'special sum1' in ta past can keep ta future strong.. Coz at the end of ta day, its ta true colors of ta person tat matters. Im hurt coz ta true colors of my loved ones is bad... Real bad. UGLY. See my eyes r teary. So 'tat' was really goodbye. Im really not over it yet!! OMG!! Wen ur onely, luk at ta bak of u n ull realise hu has been ther for u all along n now ta person is NO MORE... Tats wen ull miss me. K enuf of bein emo. Past is past. Its 2008 now!! Graduation is soon. Im gonna start a new life soon. WORKIN LIFE!! Cant wait for tat.. K gtg now. N yes, i miss you..