Thursday, April 17, 2008

CoNFeSSioNs oF a HeaLeD HearT

I noe ive nt been bloggin for sum time now. Tats bcoz im nt rely free also nt in ta mood to blog. Was nt well n of course was bz wt ta damn portfolio! Been bz wt babies too. Stayed over wt sis for few days. Me juz luv da babies!! Darlin Kayshef n Kayra. :D K now i wana express sumtin ive been hidin inside me. Im nt sure whther ive been hidin it o juz dint even tot bout it.

Sisters. A bond tat never cud be broken... But at times it does get broken. Why? Bcoz of lack of love? Lack of trust? Or simply bcoz of a 3rd party... Tat day on my way home from coll.... I suddenly tot of Kirstie. Why? Y all of a sudden? Y now? Its been more den 4 mths now since we broke up. Seriously, ive nver been so mad at sum1 ta way im mad at her... Why? Duno wana talk bout it la now k. Lets juz get to ta bottom line. Y dont i miss her? Y dont i care bout her anymore? Tis question was runnin thru my mind.. N i finally found ta ans... Coz she is happy. Happy 2b wt sum1 hu makes her happy. Happy tho she knows she's hurt me so BADLY So why shud i care? Im nt sure y ppl i love alwiz hurt me badly... Arvind did tat once, den kirstie. Who's nxt? FraN? Vin? I duno... But all i know at the end of ta day is we all have only one ting in our lives we can hold on to. FAMILY Yes, n ourselves. Try nt to let any1 hurt you... Coz dey r nt worth a tear... Not mine.
But yet again, nt evry relationship desrves a 2nd chance, but all love is worth a 2nd try :)

K tats bout it for now. I wana get bz wt ta preparations of my 21st bday party celebration!! :D Ta invitation card is ready. Wil get dem printed n sent out asap. All's blue ppl!!! Imma 'blue' gal Hahahaha... Well tats my fav color so fair enuf. :) Nuff said, Bye for nw.

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