Im so pissed rite now... Hurt actually. Me myself dunno why.. I shud not be feelin tis way. AT aLL!! Y is it tat he has so much of impact on me? Why? Why is it tat i cant get over wit him? Why? Why is it tat he keep hurtin n disappointin me? Why is it tat ta small little hopes in my heart aint fading off? Why is it tat i stil LOVE him? OMG.... Im juz so pissed wit myself for bein such a failure.. Feelin so terrible for wat i did not do.. For bein ta victim of all tis n end up bein hurt.. Why? I wish i did not knew LOVE.. I really wish.. Its brings joy & pain at ta same time. All in ta package.. I wish sum1 cud understand me.. Not keep tellin me to move on. I hv moved on guys! Its so simple. U guys dun understand! Tats it. Its not hard to move on but its hard to forget.. My first true love.. My love for 8 years! All gone into ta dustbin! U ppl tink its easy? To act as if im ok? Im so hurt inside. Hurt bcoz im bein punished for wat i hv not done.. "U said u love me.. n ull never leave me." I guess tats ta same thing all guys tells their gals huh? Its so predictable. It wil be very hard for me to fall for another aft you.. N you're to blame. LOVE ME WEN U NEED ME, LEAVE ME WEN U HATE ME....
But wat goes around comes around.
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