MeMoRiEs...

Memories… Some r sweet n some r painful. I was juz lookin thru my pic collection today.. To reminisce how did it acc feel bfore.. I was so happy to see pics of me, fran, kirs, shal, sute, ila n all close frens.. We look so happy n stil are.. Ten I juz glanced through “those” pics tat were taken on my bday last year.. I’ll hv to be honest bout tis. Last year was ta best bday I’ve ever celebrated. Tats bcoz I had sum1 I truly loved by my side… Tat was ta best gift of all. He was ta first to wish me at ta stroke of midnight. I was sooo damn happy to hv him in my life. He’s ta best thing tat ever happened to me. We had a barbecue party at my place n invited all my close frens.. Everyone tat completes me were there. Includin “him”.. I remember him promising me tat it’ll be ta 1st bday we wil celebrate together n neve ta last. Tat was a promise he made… n eventually broke it. Its sad to think of how it wil be like tis year now tat we r no more together.. But im happy tat he acc remembered. My eyes were tearful wen he asked me bout my plans for my bday. Wat plans can there possibly be wen I dun hv him by my side? Everyone is so happy wit everything.. Movin on wit ppl they love but im all alone.. My bday wish tis year is ……….. U know wat. But its impossible. Im juz so emo now. Haha… But I know tat I stil hv my fly n frens wit me. Thanks for bein there for me guys.. Me HEART u ppl. Special thanks to Kirstie & Fran for ur support in everytin. For bein there for me wen I needed sum1 to turn to.. I’ll be juz as happy to hv u guys by my side for my bday. Love ya’ll.