SaDNeSS WeeK

Had a bad week. Was nt well. N 'we' had ta biggest argument o shud i say miunsderstandin... :( Yes, we did. I was juz tooOOO pissed. NEVER felt tat pissed b4. Wish tings dint turn out tat way hun. But in evry relationship, ther shud be sum flaws so tat we can improve ryte? N wat surprised me most is wen u sed ur IN FRONT OF MY GATE!!!! OMG hun!! Tat made me more mad. It is sweet hun but nt at 'tat' time k. It snt worth comin all ta way here from cyber juz to say sorry coz i eventually dint cum out did i? Sorry i cud nt hun. U noe tis place isn't 'safe'. I dint hv a gud sleep tat nite. Recallin my past n all. Was damn emo. At tat very moment i wished i had sum1 to comfort me.. My besties r nt around me n im nt ta type hu likes to pour things out. I only did tat to kirstie but she's no more. N how cud i xpress how i feel to vim wen im goin thru a tough time wt him? :( Haihz... Went to mv yest to get iella's gift. Met up wt Ganish there. N met my schoolmate hu was workin wt him!! Wow i was damn happy. N thanks for ta drink Ganish!! :) GOt her a.... (secret) But its made of white gold n diamond la. Decorated it too. Wt u expect from a designer la? Haha. Felt much better yest n vin was tryin his best to make me feel better. N yes hun i do feel better now. Tho ta prob has nt been fixed, i stil luv u. N tat counts ta most ryte? I dun wana loose anybody anymore.. I juz cant tk it la. Ta worst ting ive ever lost was my pet sis n now i cant loose another person im my life. It juz cant happen. Im so in luv wt u.. I like ta way u make me feel better. Sorry for makin ur life hard these past few days hun. U noe i dint do it on purpose. Its OVER n DONE with. :) Is iell'a bday celeb tmw!! We r kinda xcited. Sute is comin over here for me to gv her a maekup!! LOL. Sute n a MAKEUP!! (i know!!) Well no worries ill post ta pics here so tat u can c ta transformation n same time promotin my skills too :) Makeup is an art too ppl!! Hehehe... We r gona be dressed in pink tmw (i guess) since its ta bday gurl's wish!! Wait for ta pics aite? N yes, its HOLIDAYS nxt week. I hv a week hoilday so ill get my assignments done n ten stay over at sis place ten mayb can spend sum quality time wt my otr half :) <3 Cheers!! Hey Valentine's Day is comin. Hmmmm i noe wat to gift him :P Me love you! Me lovey dovey evry1!!!

DeePaVaLi!!

Yes it was real fun. Despite all ta cleanin n hand burnin. Had my coll frens over. Many of them came. Here goes.... Febe, Louis, Jovi, Kok Mun, Colleen, Fei, Rei, Nikki, Ting Foong, Victor, Li Xiang, Edwin, Jin Foong, Gary, Chee Kin, Bernard n Alvin. Ten i had Fran n Avery (its tat how its spelt?). Ten Shy Theng came too. Had all frens here but not close ones. :( Kirstie, Sute n Ila dint cum. But Sute n Ila came 2day instead coz they cudnt make it. KIrs cant cum guess coz its 'SfcukinPM'. LOL. Vin came over too. N its my turn to go to his house tmw for Deepavali. Hehe.. Had a g8 day wit u n fly hun. Love ya!!

TiReDNeSS... :|

Yes i am. Tired of bakin more n more cookies. Tired of goin to coll. Tired of evrytin basically!!! ARRRGGHHHH!! Had a bad week last week. Ta presenttaion for final proposal was called off coz it was alredy 6p.m.!! WTH!! Told ta lecturer we cudnt make it but ten he made us wait like idiots ten sent us off later on. And it happened again, ta presentation is to be rescheduled again. Wen ta hell am i gona fin my finals??? Ish!! Ta graduation is on march 2008. But tats not ta point here. I wanna start workin by jan!! Haihz... Luks like my plans r not gonna work thanks too sum 'old frogs' tat r guidin us thru our finals!! GENERATION GAP people!! They simply dun understand. Deepavali is around ta corner. About 20 of my coll frens r comin!! Tat excludes my 'gang' ok. Tis yr we made evrytin all by ourselves. I made all of ta cookies. Made 2 diff kinda butter cookies, choc chip cookie, corn flake cookies, coconut cookies, ghee balls, peanut butter brownies, murukus, achapam, pakavadai, n soon athirasam. N burnt sum fingers too. But guess its all worth. Coll is celebratin deeparaya on tues. Im in charge of ta indian food. Muz be up early on tues n cook. :( Have to pinjam sum punjabi suits n jippas to coll frens for ta fashion show. LoL. I wanna win ta best indian costume category tho. Hehehe... So i muz dress to kill. Aft all, its my final yr n sem in coll. Sobs... Im gonna miss college life!! But im already lovin workin life!!